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|Tuesday, July 2nd, 2013|
This has been an interesting two days. I have literally never lived alone before. I've always lived with someone else who was always there, at most I'd have part of a day to myself never multiple days. I feel like my time management skills are shut the hell because I don't have any one else to answer to/inconvenience. I mean, shit still gets done, it just takes longer.
Kind of feels like there's something more that I should be doing with my time like I'm letting this freedom go to waste.
Sunday through Wednesday next week will probably be the hardest, that's a lot of time to herp around the apartment unsupervised.
edit: AH that's not true, I've been left alone before for a week but that was ten years ago and very different circumstances.
|Wednesday, March 20th, 2013|
Listening to Scooter almost always takes me back to standing on top of that mountain watching the sun set and all I hear in my head is "Tomorrow is a blank slate, another chance to do it right, to do it better. You've fucking got this if you just keep going."
|Wednesday, February 13th, 2013|
Walked into my bosses office and he said "Damn it negumi, I told you I'm not going to help you with any more of your personal problems."
"But," I replied, "you're the father figure I never had."
He almost died laughing
Went in a little bit later and he he said "You're not my son."
"Search your feelings you know it to be true." was my response and than I followed with
"Annnnd this is why HR is downstairs."
|Wednesday, December 28th, 2011|
|Monday, September 12th, 2011|
|Friday, September 9th, 2011|
|Wednesday, August 3rd, 2011|
|My day so far
Wake up: uuuuggggghhh tired, hurt everywhere, must have been carrying that giant metal box out of the car and to the donation center :flop on couch: ffffuuu don't want to move, cat's whining becuase they have no food. hhhhnnnggg fine I'll feed you and I should probably work out
working out: oh yeah this actually feels better, back still hurts but this was a good work out :suddenly a wild good song appears http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZuxg7NT_A4
: alright just one more
Oh man, I can't feel my legs but damn that was good... wait what's that sound? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqqevvF9h1A
nnnnnoooo must stop before I collapse
|Saturday, July 9th, 2011|
Yesterday afternoon I fell into a serious funk, angry, depressed, thinking about things and people that only cause me stress and unhappiness. It took me hours to rise out of it, hours of just suck and I only rouse out of it I didn't expunge it.
I woke this morning after six and a half hours of sleep, sadly my normal allotment, slightly surley at Roo for waking me up. I peed, I fed them, I weighed myself. Six pounds gone, earlier this week I took in my belt a notch so I Knew I'd lost weight, but six pounds? Shit my first goal was 10 pounds and to think I've done that in almost two weeks just changing what and how I eat? Fuck yeah.
I checked my belly it was a little tighter, boobs a little smaller, well fuck yeah that's what I want. Hopped back on the exercise machine after a week of not doing it and it started ok than the exerction started making me work through left over shit in my head and this came out:
The club is my church, the dance floor my pew and the pit my confessional
Felt good to tumble that over in my head.
Exerting myself even while just exercising and not dancing felt good, made me feel better, more alive, just as I was considering finishing up this came on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsdIcJpH_TQ
and it was just fucking perfect. Just exactly what I needed to work myself into a frenzy, to exercise everything that was left over from yesterday. Once it ended I was dripping buckets of sweat and needed something a little less physical to calm down what I got was this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6t9BFOF5EY
I've only been up an hour and today has been awesome.
|Tuesday, March 15th, 2011|
Passed on from someone else, I don't know where they got it.
Examples of being nerdy at work:
"When I was in Desert Storm in 1991 (did I just give my age away?), my troop was patrolling through some destroyed vehicles. As we walked among them, talking about various details, I saw a small piece of scrap on the ground. I picked it up and said to my platoon sergeant "Look sir, droids!" Most of the guys got it, but my sergeant just gave me a withering stare.
|Friday, October 29th, 2010|
All the talk of bullying in the news is weird to me, if anything I credit the fact that I was bullied for making me stronger. The people who fucked me up the most where my family and girlfriends, people whom I thought I could trust and who cared about me.
People who made fun of me because I had long hair or wore all black? Hardly worth my time.
But, I'm a weird exception.
|Monday, October 11th, 2010|
|Friday, September 17th, 2010|
Found out that one of my credit cards that I never use got closed because of inactivity. It had a crazy high limit so I thought it'd be good to open that back up, called to ask about getting it reinstated.
Request to get it reopened was denied because I don't make enough money... I'm currently making more money than I ever had in my entire life, I've had that card since I was in college.
what the fuck?
Wanted to argue with the woman on the phone but a. it's all spreadsheets b. retards ruined it for the rest of us and c. I have a HUGE variance in my weekly report that I can't figure out. Current Mood: annoyed
|Wednesday, August 11th, 2010|
Randomly reading Inception reviews and I see complaints that it is "too complex." Too complex? Really? They spell the entire thing out for you, they hold you hand. There is a character whose entire purpose in the movie is to walk you through what is happening bit by bit section by section explaining everything slowly and clearly so that it is all but impossible to get lost.
Admittedly there are sections of Inception where you can debate if it's real or a dream but complex? Fuck the Voyager episode where Chakotay did his dream warrior thing against some aliens was more complex than Inception.
This makes me want to weep for humanity more than the website I found this morning, and in case you need to lose some faith in human kind http://www.mylifeistwilight.com/
me: Apparently some critics and movie goers felt that inception was "too complex."
bigman: Yeah? Well tell them to stay home and watch "Ow my balls" reruns.
Sometimes I don't know what to say to some of my asian reps.
"thank you so much ~~~~ give u big kissssssss"
really, what do you say to that?
|Monday, August 9th, 2010|
My life is so uninteresting right now so that updating, seems pointless.
Panzer's birthday celebration was fuck awesome last week though.
Helped dye Ransim's hair over the weekend, I got orange finger tips out of it.
I'm looking forward to PAX in a few weeks even though flying across the country is always dildos.
Inception: Better than I thought it was going to be, I started to suspect that everything was fake and it was all for Cobb's benefit at the behest of Mal to get Cobb out of his dream, sadly mistaken but would have been an interesting ending.
Already passed through the "OMG EVERYTHING IS ON FIRE" post show bullshit, well into the "zzzzz nothing is happening" slump which is so utterly boring that I start to hate my job. Sadly, it seems that once again none of the people that I want to get fired for incompetence will be fired.
|Tuesday, July 27th, 2010|
|I love the internet
me: <+[aa]Ho_O> i would fuck any chick i see on the internet
<+[aa]Ho_O> wouldnt WOULDNT WOULDNT WOULDNT WOULDNT
I am on a projector
at least my students are cool
< Bigman is offline. Messages you send will be delivered when Bigman comes online. >
|Monday, July 26th, 2010|
|An amusing Story from Bigman
Co-worker: so a female co-worker just worked a course with the naval academy rugby team
one of the guys on the team is going to try to be a SEAL
he was doing a training with one of the SEAL teams
I hope she was tougher and better than him.
I wouldn't doubt it
Co-worker: they were doing a scenario where he was an innocent iraqi civilian in the middle of a hostage situation
Bigman: I shoot the hostage
Co-worker: he is in a building when all the power is cut and the door gets blown open
he starts running around screaming incoherent faux-arabic words
Co-worker: he hears people yelling in english for him to stfu
Co-worker: suddenly he looks and sees a laser pointer/gunsight on his chest
and shuts his mouth immediately
and raises his hands
and out of the darkness
comes a thick southern drawl that says
"thats right motherfucker.... everyone speaks laser"
|Wednesday, July 14th, 2010|
Hrm, I was planning on making a case for a raise based on the fact that I felt I was underpaid vs. my job in the overall industry. A co-worker knowing this but not knowing how much I was making handed me a industry magazine that had the results from their annual salary survey.
I'm making more than the median but less that the average of the top 1/3
|Thursday, July 8th, 2010|
It's been 11 years since I first heard this, it's as good today as it was then, even with everything that has changed. http://tinyurl.com/3b8fxe
|Monday, June 28th, 2010|
|Did not write this
But I felt the need to share it
>Your challenge is to write crossover fanfiction combining WALL-E and DuckTales. The story should use car accidents as a plot device!
Humans have returned to earth following their great exodus, determined to make the world right again after rampant consumerism brought about the world's doom in a tidal wave of discarded styrofoam cups.
Now, their bodies bloated and their minds atrophied they seek a way to regain their lost world. Agriculture, scientific theory, and philosophy are no more. Knowledge of the basics of civilization are gone.
In the remains of an old scrap yard lies a wrecked beauty. Smashed like a broken toy sits the dead hulk of Scrooge McDuck's limousine. Decades even before the exodus of man he and his nephews were killed by the last Beagle Boy, distraught over the death of his brothers in their last attempt on the Vault and suicidal with the need for revenge.
Now, as part of the cleanup effort a lone robot trawls the yard looking for something, anything of use. It reaches the limousine, and jammed under a seat it find the document that will resurrect the earth. It has 4 humble words on it's cover:
The Junior Woodchuck Guidebook.